Smelling your bed
I realized today that I was smelling my bed looking for some cheating signs. I was looking for an usual smell, for a sign, a piece of hair or maybe a spot. Everything was clean and then I relaxed.
Why did I do this ?
First, because I remember how my bed was after a passionate love affair with a beautiful and incredibly sexy smelling woman. I have so clear in mind that night and it still gives me fever when I remember her. I think any man would feel heaven is closer when a woman like the one I met makes love with him: the way she was dressed, the way she was moving (dancing the dance of seduction) and, most of all, the way she was smelling. The very next morning, when she left for her job, I remained a few more hours in bed, sniffing the bed sheets, holding close the pillows, thinking of her… and the night we had..
Words are not enough to describe the feeling - it’s my head, in my stomach, in my… 
I was so excited by that night of passion that I completely forgot about the fact that my “regular” lover (I was having a girlfriend for some time then) was about to visit my apartment later on that day. And I did not want to stop enjoying that smell of that stranger woman that came in my life for another night and left such a powerful trace in my body and soul. My girlfriend was smelling good as well, but not like she did. I was charmed..
Somehow, I only wake up only when my spouse arrived and, like any woman, she immediately felt that perfume of love that was still present in my bedroom. Nature or human nature is amazing.. her woman instinct was telling her that another one has been in her place, in my bad. She start sniffing the sheets, the towels, and the she was looking for something in my eyes - she knew somehow that I have cheated her last night but she did not have any evidence .. only that .. perfume..
Second reason was fear - a strong feeling of cheating has been through my mind these days.
Experience and fear made me smell the bed.. to find out.. if cheating in love is back in my life, but from a different perspective.
